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Yes, i want to be happy and i love writing about it.But, I've been taking it all too seriously.....I felt this the other day as i went into my dad's office library. I don't know why but i felt really weird in me because usually if i turn up at my dad's office, i'll be like " dad, let's go out for lunch" or bug him with something else.But, to my surprise, that very day i felt a pull to pick up a book that would make me laugh. Abraham might say that my inner being was talking to me but i call it my intuition or my spirit guides.I knew just what would make me laugh.......But while i was into picking up a book, i changed my mind. Instead of picking up a book to read, i went through the inbox messages in my mobile phone. Mostly the ones that contain silly jokes.It goes on to tell me that i've been too serious lately and it's time to lighten up. Sometimes, the best way to heal a situation is to step away from it. Can you read a funny book or watch a comedy on TV? Can go get together with friends and tell some silly jokes???I like the friends part, but will leave the silly jokes to others.Then sooner, i tend to realize something, it is........Learn to feel joy, no matter what's happening around you. Laughter and joy are magical because they bring happy situations into your life.(The picture above was taken when i was on a 3 days trip to Phuket. I forgot all my sad moments......it was like in heaven........and that time it was for real and no place for fake business.....i really felt that special thing called happiness in me)
Awww...............Mr Mcd at Phuket.............i was forced to hug this Mr.Mcd by kak tina..........can't believe why on earth i did that.......but it was fun though having some crazy moments with friends.:)
I myself can't believe that the one in this picture is me. But yeah, it is me. Taken by kak tina at Royal Crown Hotel, phuket Thailand.....i'm such a photogenic.
This picture was taken on our IFTAR & GRADUATION night. It was a memorable night for all of us especially when it coming to say that we will be following our own foot path after this........Can't wait for convo......................yeah
Sharmla the name given to her. Such a sweet girl. And the best part was she taught me to dance...i was given a personal practice the night before i was suppose to dance in front of a big crowd......u made it girl and so did i....
Asrul is him name............A very sensitive person yet full of imaginary............a very creative person indeed..........he even said he's gonna design my wedding dress.........well, let's just wait and see how it goes.....:)
From left, Nelly, myself n Imelda............Nelly is such an open minded person where she can accept each and everything that i say....some one that fun to hang out with........i'm so gonna miss her a whole lot.........Imelda came all d way from Sarawak to study at MSU. That is where i met her, we are friends and will be friends forever.
From left, myself kak sham n kak tina.............both of them are my very best sisters.....even though we are different by parents, race and color.........but still we are united by that special thing called "friendship"
Antassari is his name. A very good and caring friend of mine. He will always be there no matter during my good times or bad times without any hesitation. Such a forgiving person and understanding as well and not to forget, a secret keeper as well. He is the one that i trust and i can almost talk about anything to him........
Nur atina Ismail her name is. She has been a wonderful sister to me and always there when i needed her.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house that don't bother me,I can take a few tears now and then and then and just let them out,I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though going on with you gone still upsets me,There are days every now and again i pretend I'm ok, but that's not what gets me,What hurts the most, was being so close and having so much to say and watching you walk away,And never knowing what could have been and not seeing that loving you is what i was trying to do,It's hard to deal with you the pain of losing you everywhere i go, but i'm doing it,It's hard to force that that smile when i'm alone,Still harder, getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret,But i know if i could do it over, i would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken........................................................
